Friday, January 21, 2011

introduction

Ever since I was a very little girl school was always my favorite place to be. Despite school peer troubles and moving around so much, I was always able to keep up in school. The only times I’ve ever really had trouble keeping up were when I was in the 7th grade and made a desperate attempt to get help by refusing to do schoolwork, and in college the last couple years. I’ve always had nice teachers; even the very strict ones who didn’t understand the trouble I was having were nice. I’ve always loved to learn, and couldn’t keep my hands off of any genre of books until my eyes got bad. I love to write and read, so even after my eyes got the way they are now I refuse to stay away from any English-related activity.
Comprehension when it comes to college story-books has always been a serious problem for me. My teachers, knowing I was smart, assumed I could understand anything that came my way, and their viewpoints made it hard for me to enjoy trying to learn what I was supposed to learn. Those college level storybooks always had an underlying meaning I could never figure out. This was the only reason I passed with a C in high school.
Grammar and spelling have always come easy to me, as did school itself, because it was my get-away from home life. While everyone else was struggling to keep up, I was whizzing by in these two subjects. I frequently voluntarily tutored many of my peers, but the one time I had trouble in grammar, so too did the rest of the class because I helped teach them how to understand it. For that reason, the whole class had trouble with one subject in grammar that otherwise only a few of us would have had trouble in.
I could always pick up a book and be in some wonderful otherworldly life in the snap of my fingers, and I frequently roamed the world of books. The world of books was always much better than reality as a child, and even now, but I lost my ability to fully give myself away to my books when I went to a group home at 14.
Still to this day I love to learn, which is why I pursued my childhood dream of going to college. Even as a little girl I knew there were ways to pay for college even though I wouldn’t have been able to afford it if it weren’t for being part of DHHS most of my teenage years and grants from college. I thank DHHS and EMCC for helping me pursue my college dream, because if it weren’t for them I may not have gotten far enough.

2 comments:

  1. "but I lost my ability to fully give myself away to my books when I went to a group home at 14."

    And is that because the group home demanded a close attention to the here and now and did not reward imagination or wavering attention?

    Let me know via campus snail mail or phone at work if you are having problems accessing computers.

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  2. Yes, that is why.

    I can access computers better now.

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